Stupid Fish Tank

Ok I am going to let you see another side of me. I have killed (accidentally) an animal every time that I have been pregnant. And J was talk about loosing a cell phone. With my first it was a pretty little bird that had just learned to whistle the Andy Griffin song. My husband taught him that song. Will the food that we bought was to large for him to eat and he starved. We did not know this because he had plenty of food and water. We were so heart broken, and I cried for days. Wondering if I can keep a bird alive how am I going to survive a real kid.

Well then with the next one we had fish. They were huge gold fish. That all started because we won a gold fish at the church carnival. It died of course but we had to replace it before the oldest found out. This lead to a big tank and more fish. Well the electricity went out one night during a storm. I did even think about checking the tank to see if it had come back on. Well it didn't come back on and all gold fish were floating on the top. I was pregnant with my second one when this happened. I was so devastated and called my husband claiming that the next time we have a child I CAN'T HAVE ANY PETS. Due to the hazard a cause all animals while pregnant. So my daughter turned 1 almost two months ago and the tank has still been going. One of the bottom feeder fish did survive. He was huge and we finally took him to Petco and donated him to their tanks. Will needless to say I didn't want to clean out that nasty tank, but I want to sell it in the garage sell. So I did it and boy was it gross. I scrubbed and dumped and scrubbed some more and dumped. Finally it looks like something that I am not total ashamed to sell in a garage sell. So I say all that to tell you I cleaned it and it looks ok!!!!! Boy did I take a long time to get to the point!!! And as a disclaimer I do like animals. I don't harm them on purpose all deaths have been accidental. So please do not report me to Animal Protective Services or what ever their call!!!!